Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Wow I haven't been blogging for quite sometime... Well today is our 29th Month Anniversary... SO long yet so short... Although we have been together for so long but the time we spend was like "Huh so short"... Anyway it’s really nice to have someone so close to you sharing all your ups & downs… Although we do have ups & down but we still manage to solve it and I believe this is what make our relationship last so long…
In a movie, we can’t always expect things to be so smooth and no bad people around and etc… This will only make the movie boring… However in life we do have Angels & Devils around us but most people will love Angels but who’s the one that we will always remember in our life? It’s Devil… Because we hate the devil and hatred will always remains in our heart… Just like someone who use to be so close to you and when you found out she betray you, you just simple couldn’t believe it and you don’t know you should be angry or just forgive her…
When you forgive her, your heart start to struggle and build a wall in you heart, afraid that she will hurt you again… This is how I fell all this years? Feel unsatisfied? Something is just hard to put down and it will always still in your memories for life… Do you want to be someone who stays in other people heart because of the hurt you make or someone who did something memorable that stay in people heart? It’s always a choice…
Well try to think of her good instead of her bad, this will make your life better in some way? However it really depends on self… No matter how hard people say, it’s still you who owns your life…
15 January 2008, Thursday has a late celebration for her birthday… Brought a parker pen at MHP since we don’t really know what we should buy although it’s not that expensive but what counts is our heart and sincerely… Other then the present, Pooh & I make a DIY card for her. Although we did have a talk but it somehow still remains the same for the both of us… The situation wasn’t that bad because I make the effort to start the conversation with her, I don’t know is it true but somehow I feel so…
I know deep in our heart, there is still something that we didn’t really want to face and talk about but I still wrote it in the cards… I don’t know whether she will read it or thing about it but at least I did my part, if this is going to continue, I really got nothing else to say… If she feels that it because she is tired instead of our problems, it only shows that the care of this friendship is not there anymore…
Sometime was just thinking why we still want to hold on to this uncertain friendship… This is the answer I gave myself… “WE USE TO BE BEST FRIEND & THE BONDING WE USE TO SHARE & EVERY LITTLE THINGS WE TALK ABOUT IS STILL IN MY HEART & THE TIME I NEEDED COMPANY, SHE WAS THERE FOR ME…”
with loves; PiGlEt OnG KeLiNe...
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