Saturday, March 08, 2008
"I am going to the IT Fair with ZJ, his brother and his bro's gfDunnno whether i should go at first but i dun want ZJ to be the "Extra" plus i got nothing to do at home. The reason i dunnno whether i should go is because i have been there last year and somethings happened which i dun wanna remember or mentioned even again, but somehow its still in the back of my memories. It's one big mistake in my life. And i am going back to the same IT Fair... "
its all the past and yet she still wanted to mention it in her blog... i just dont understand why is she so bother when she already have someone who is so crazy about her... time really passes very fast and its already another year... the things happened 1 year ago...
she went to eat breakfast with darling and accompany him to work without letting me know... and on the other hand, i'm waiting for her to study together... she is late because of this but she lie to me that she overslept and alight at the wrong busstop...
when i found out all this, i was so confuse and hurt cause they didnt let me know all this and i was the one who found out myself... i'm stupid to other people cause i continue to forgive them and stay on by darling side... if i were to end the relationship, what will thing be like today?
anyway if she really think that meeting him and accompany him to work is nothing then why must she lie and not tell me the truth? i just feel that she is confuse in what she said... well since its already the past then why still brought it up? if its really the past then why still bother about it?
well saw this quote which i think is just meant for her... bleah... "accept your mistakes, you can't change them anyway..." i quite like it... there is still alot of nice quote which i think is very good for me, should remind myself... actually some things is better to left unsaid... the hurt will still be there even you dont wish to...
with loves; PiGlEt OnG KeLiNe...
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