Saturday, December 15, 2007
It's already a new beginning of a month and time really passes very fast... Just saw her blog and shw always wanted a ring from her boyfriend but to his boyfriend a ring mean alot and it shouldn't be given so early... It remind me of the time when darling bought me the ring which is our promise... Maybe to each and everyone, a ring represent a different meaning ba...
I guess to her a ring is just for her to show it off to other people that the boyfriend is so sweet and to attract attention... To me, she is still the same old person who always think of herself and not others... Maybe like what she said, she had already do a part as a girlfriend but I just feel that its not enough ba...
Back to my memory... The time he bought this ring for me is our 2nd month anniversary and we were shopping around at plaza singapura... Was looking around and saw this shop, couple lab... Never have the intention to receive the ring from him and its like a surprise from him... We was smsing the time before and talk about marry thing so he said to me "although we can't get marry but the ring is our promise and a form of marriage..." Its might sound childish but its still our promise... At last we bought the ring and we both wear it till now...
I don't know what will we do with the ring in future but at least now I still care... Back to her blog: "we are discussing about what to get for Christmas, our argument start.. He jolly well know what i wanted, and its not very expensive.. WE can afford it de... but he act like he dunno like tat... NVM... now that he knows, because i say it out... HE still dun have the intention to Buy for me and say must wait a while more then its meaningful? Haiz.. of cos i not happy about it but i didn't want to quarrel with him in public la... After which, he wanted to go buy the RING, but i dun want liaoz cause i think its meaningless after that argument.. even if he want to buy now, its also meaningless.. haiz... MEI YOU YI SHI LE...."I shall not be angry over this"
Sound so childish but its their problem and I shall not care... I feel that the friendship between us is not there anymore... I don't trust her and she also don't trust me anymore... There is something that is always in my heart that I can't forget even I wanted to... The lies and everything, really make me so irritated... To her i'm like nothing and when her friends is not around then she will find me but when her friends is with her, I'm nothing to her...
with loves; PiGlEt OnG KeLiNe...
5:50 PM
