Saturday, October 06, 2007
Well am i still my own self? should be ba, i didn't act anymore if she never act... wahahaha... like that also can sia... hmmm... hopefully she don't talk to me about those things again... i'm quite tired of all this athough she did explain... what i want to said is some time when you are being hurt by someone whom you trust, nothing can actually heal the wounds... and all i can said is not one time, its more then what you can imagine...
Athough you explain about what i don't understand but is there really trust? i don't know can i still trust you again but i should just let nature take it cause? hahaha... well still a long way to go... its quite weird at first but after some time i will get use of this kind of situation le... nothing can bring back the past friendship but hope that the new friendship will bring out the new us... please don't lie to me again, i'm afraid of being hurt and disappointed again...
haven't being meeting dear dear le... was sick on wednesday and hoping for some miracle to show up but too bad, it can only be a dream... well but he did called up on thursday, its also counted as one miracle ba... wahahaha... just feel so sweet and being care when he called although we didn't meet, talk on phone, sms or even go out for so long... at least i know that i'm not being forgotten or not important to him... i still stay in his heart... hehehe...
with loves; PiGlEt OnG KeLiNe...
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