Friday, September 21, 2007
Things have become bad to worst... I don't why is sylvia keep saying bad things about the pooh family or just only me... I know she don't like me right from the beginning but I didn't wanted to bad mouth her... All her comment is so sacrastic and we didn't even wanted to argue with her... And yet she is being too much...
Disappointed with sharon as she doesn't seem to really protect us when sylvia comment about us... And when pooh comment about her, she can be so angry... So what does this really show? We are not as important as sylvia... Which is the fact and pooh family know it...
I don't know what the story she told sylvia, hui li or even zheng jie... I just feel that it might be a changed version as she always did so... From what I heard from weiling is that zheng jie said I suck, I'm a back stabber... This is the first time in my life I ever heard this... Well its heartbreaking... After living for 21 years, I found that I wasn't a good person at least to someone... Damn disappointed... Feel that I'm a failure...
Sharon said that it doesn't matter to what other said to her about us and yet she was the one who care so much about what other said about her... She only care for herself, isn't it selfish?
She keep saying that me & pooh share common secret and chatting about things she don't know... We didn't share secret, secret is not meant to be shared... Well its always her choice to talk to ask but she just choose not to and don't even bother to start a conversation... Always expect us to be the one who start the conversation...
author unknown: when u are being framed by someone, the someone lose you as her true good friend.But when she framed you, you lose a not so sincere friend. "get the difference"?
I should learn to let go of what it doesn't belong to me... It's a proccess of learning... Cool down before really get to talk about things involves... Self reflection on what I have done for this past few days... The anger, comment we wrote & our "xin tai"
I really feel like having a break... Looking forwards to the trip, hope that I really can take the time to cool myself down... I just don't want to involve you in my beautiful life... But the memories that we shared will always stay with me forever... If we were given a choice to choose memories to stay in our mind, then there won't be sad and when there is no sad, its simply no happy...
with loves; PiGlEt OnG KeLiNe...
11:09 PM
