Tuesday, September 07, 2004
why must loving someone or being love by someone is so hard n sad???
always hoping to have a romantic relationship but can't find someone who i really love, trust or understand me. i know its hard but just a little wishes but never get to come true...pisces person is a romantic, love to imagine n etc... but its always hard to find someone like that...
got a sad and bad experience in my first love. always heard people say first love is always the most memoriable and sweet relation. i agree its memoriable and sweet till now i still can't forget how he actually treat me even thought is just a short period of 1 week. but never ever expect that we didn't got the chance to be best friend anymore after we break.
i just can't imagine after we break, all the hurting words that came from his mouth. i couldn't forget it, it will always stay in heart no matter how hard i try to get rid.
this is my shadow till now i just can't forget and didn't even dare to have another relationship even thought i know that there is someone who is willing to wait for me. i just don't know whether i'll be able to find someone who can help me to get rid of this sad memory!!! i don't want anyone to hurt by me but sometime i have no choice just hoping that they can't recover faster at least it will not be worest if things is being longer....
with loves; PiGlEt OnG KeLiNe...
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